He has an amazing ability to blame me for EVERYTHING. He always had. If he gets lost, if his computer gets a virus, if the kids have a tantrum...our sex life. Everything is always my fault. If we don't get back together, it is because I NEVER FORGET ANYTHING. Not because he left. It's amazing. If only I had the power he thought I did. He told me he left because he is always disappointing me. Again...my fault. I never knew so much could be my fault.
March 28, 2010
Isn't it pretty to think so
I'm a married, stay at home mother of twins: one boy and one girl. Sounds perfect, right? Isn't it pretty to think so... I have been through multiple ART cycles and have had several failed cycles and four--wait, make that FIVE miscarriages. I am trying to grow my family, and trying to find out why it is so difficult for me to do so. (cue Law and Order "BOOM BOOM") Here is my story...
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It's not all your fault. Really, it's not. Don't believe it.
Posted by: jesspond | March 28, 2010 at 08:51 PM